Crappy Christmas

Start out today thought that was going to be a good Christmas. Boy was I wrong. Got the potato salad done the night before. Got turkey going to and smoke to smokers this morning. Wanted to show dad something but he didn't want to get up. Just before I was going to go outside to get turkey dad says to make his own dinner. He knew I had the turkey going. Sent a text to my sisters this morning to return the family a Merry Christmas. Never got anything back. Was kind of hoping my ex since we've been talking like send me something. Nope. I was trying to make this a good Christmas day for dad and me but sure did turne into crap. So again why the hell am I here.